In a Perfect World

I don't know.....I guess I'm different.
I do (most) things with intent. I try to think before I make major decisions.
One of them was to become a parent.
I realized that my life would change forever.
I thought I was riding with a person who was in this with me for the long haul.
I know that relationships are never easy, especially when you throw life in there as part of the equation.
But I never took into account that everyone doesn't see things as I do.
At least the person I considered my "other half" didn't.
Too many minor disagreements lead to major confrontations; and then began the accusations and distrust.
I was prepared to fight the good fight for my family.
NOTHING could be worth more to me.
But fighting a one-sided battle is senseless.
I will always feel a connection to him; he gave me the best thing that has ever happened to me.

~xo

Back then

I remember the good ol days....
When we neva fought.....
or had any secrets....there were no long silences; unless we were kissing.
Damn......remember when we used to kiss???
I wonder if we'll ever get those days back, or if we will grow further apart; until we become strangers (again)

~xo

My Love

Just sittin here thinkin....I kno SO many single mothers, and though I am considered a single mom myself, I know that I couldn't be HALF as great without my son's dad......we may not be "married", or even "together", but he IS my OTHER HALF......we make a great TEAM, and I pray that things will always remain this way.
I have no intent behind this statement, other than to let him know that I will ALWAYS  truly love & appreciate everything he does for our lil family!!!!!!

~xo

~xo

YouTube

This, right here.......

Life Is 2 Live: 80/20 Rule

Reminds me of our love.....

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iOksX9RCg3k&sns=em

It Hurts

....and it hurts to want everything and nothing at the same time....

~xo